I need stability

Life is crazy, my own bed is no longer safe! I usually work afternoons when i leave work i have no clue where i am going, whether i am going back home, or if i will even be back home to sleep. Last night i spent on a friend's couch because my mom declared our house unsafe because of my dad. Its just not fair, that he has to make our lives as miserable as possible. He was trying to get my mom's car towed and wouldnt give us my dog, life just sucks.

No one is there

I am writing this because it seems like no one is there. No someone is there but its not allowed, no one understands. Even one who i thought would always understand is saying i deserve someone better (when i asked who he basically described himself, not fishy at all :p) but i wont, i love him, i gave my word and my heart and i love him.